Fill the Gap - Stop Waiting, Start Serving

I keep wanting to write a book. I have no idea what it would be about or what it would entail, but I know I want to...someday. I keep wanting to travel more. The list I have to visit is long, and expensive, but I know I want to go see places in this world that are beautiful. I hear this theme over and over again from people. They want to have kids but they want the right career first. They want to travel, but they want a spouse first. They want to serve in the church, but they want to find time first. Let me be the first person (or the 100th) to say that waiting isn't the answer. Life passes quickly, and if you don't follow through with God's prodding when it comes, you might miss it. We have a God of second chances, but not necessarily a God of second opportunities.

Ruth, having moved to Judah with her mother in law heeded an opportunity and stepped out in risk to see what kind of life God may have for her now, knowing full well that a husband may not be in that picture. But she chose a land where God was worshiped, not another god. We read a parable by Jesus in Matthew 25 about 3 servants who are given their master's wealth to keep safe while he is away. The first servant gets 5 bags of gold to be entrusted with and returns to his master 5 more bags when he returns. The second servant gets 2 bags of gold and returns 2 more for his master. And the final servant is entrusted with 1 bag and returns the same bag, gaining no more to his master. The master is infuriated with this servant, saying he did nothing to further his wealth. Jesus uses this parable to challenge us to use what we have to further His kingdom.

We can sit on our hands and wait for "the right moment" or we can get up now and go. We have all been given an ability, words, gifts, desires, goals for a reason. God wants us to stop waiting around for us to have more money, find Mr. or Mrs. Right, land the right career, find the time, and just jump. Consider the valuable bags of gold you have been given, whether in something as simple as a smile and warm welcoming spirit, to words just longing to seep out onto a page in a book. Now is the time. Sign up to volunteer. Write the book. Go on the trip.

We build our character best in Christ when we are actively participating in His work. In order to fill the gaps in your life and know what He is calling you to do, well...you have to do something. I used to fear doing things. I want to believe that this is why I never went away to college, but stuck around locally. It worked out and ultimately, God's plan happened here, but I often wonder what that life would have been like. I feared a new place. I feared people. I still fear people sometimes. I got to a point though, where I found myself at home in serving our students - Jr. and Sr. High ladies specifically. I found a love for playing guitar and joined the praise team - talk about a step for me! I tapped into my love of traveling and joined a mission team to the Dominican Republic and since have been tied there with connections and more trips. I was able to find my place in God's plan and find where I belonged, whether or not I had a man next to me. Eventually, obviously, the man came along, but not because I was pining alone in my bedroom for him. I made a life for Jesus first, allowing Him to show me the gifts He put in me and use them to find my place for His glory. If the man never would have come, nothing would have changed in my heart in terms of serving the Lord, but now I serve alongside my guy and we challenge each other to tap into those gifts.

Start living. Stop waiting. Find what you can do NOW to be an active participant in God's plan, desiring first to expand His kingdom before trying to fill the voids of your heart. A quote I love  by Reggie Joiner is the following:

"Don't wait until you feel like it to do something. Do something in order to feel like it."

Serving God will give you a whole new, enriched energy and sense of belonging in this world with purpose. A purpose that far exceeds anything we can cook up for ourselves! Ruth went after it. And we will get to see more of her story as we plug away at this series more. God blessed her for her faithfulness in mighty ways, and He wants to use you to do awesome things for His glory too! Just get over the gaps you feel and fill them with His plans for you.

Scripture to Read:
Ruth 2:1-3, Matthew 25:14-30

Questions to Ponder:
How did Ruth take a risk and serve God by taking care of her mother in law?
What are some things God has put on your heart to do? How do you know they are His desires?
What are you going to do in order to serve God and furthering His kingdom rather than waiting for "the right time"?

The Parables of Jesus - Fruit & Fig Trees

My husband is obsessed with fruit trees, and he's starting to get our daughter hooked too (at 4). They will look at those catalogs for hours, pointing at the trees they dream of having in our yard. My daughter will draw pictures of 1 tree with 10 different "fruits" on it. She will tailor a tree for mom and a tree for dad, each with the stuff on it we like most. Then she'll draw one for her with things like peaches, chicken nuggets, mac and cheese, apples, cookies, and other things she loves to eat on it.

One indicator Jesus gave us for knowing if someone was real or fake is the fruit they bear. I think any good follower of Christ stops and asks themselves "am I really a follower?" We question our faith because someone throws their own standards out to follow, or someone seems better at life than us, and then we wonder. But Jesus talks a lot about fruit as He walked through His ministry, as it compares with evidences of our faith. Fruit is also a historical part of the entire Bible. The forbidden fruit. Fruitfulness being mentioned throughout the Old Testament in God's people and in cities. The visual is all throughout, and we see it in parables and visuals Jesus displays. Matthew 7: 15-20 tells us that it's the indicator of false prophets. John 15:1-17 tells us to abide in the vine (Jesus) so you can bear good fruit. Jesus even curses the fig tree in Matthew 21:18-22, as it was useless for having any figs for Jesus. Though the tree had leaves, it had absolutely no fruit.

We can definitely walk through life looking lush and vibrant, but really, we have no fruit to offer. These things may look like accomplishments, rewards, bucket lists, and being MVP on a team, but that doesn't mean anything from a fruitful perspective.

So how do we know if we are actually producing "good fruit"? It is easy enough to attend a church service once or twice a year and be an overall good citizen, but what is the markings of a true heart change?

Galatians 5:22-23 tells us. "But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, forbearance, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law."

So how do these things look in your life? I know that we all don't have all of these down at any given moment, but are you striving for these things? Not only do these fruits indicate what kind of faith you have, but practicing them brings about great light for Who your God is. We can never ever earn salvation, nor do we have to work for it, but what kind of fruit is your life showing? Do you strive to be a heart for God and showing the world Who He is? Stay connected to the Vine that will give you that heart. 

Scripture to Read:
Matthew 7:15-20, John 15:1-17, Matthew 21:18-22

Questions to Ponder:
Which of the fruits of the Spirit do you feel you could use work on? How can you work on that this week?
Have you ever had some bad fruit come out? (Remember we are not perfect all of the time.) How can you work on focusing on good fruit when you feel like bad fruit wants to come out?
What is the difference between fruit and leaves? Why do you think Jesus cursed the fig tree?
How do you stay connected to the Vine?

Day 128: Unique Puzzle Pieces

Day 128
Judges 13-15; 1 Corinthians 12

There is no such thing as "ordinary" when you are working as a child of God. He calls each of us here on this earth for a reason and He uses us and the gifts He gives us to help carry out something intricate and incredible for Him. Today, we'll read the front end of Samson's story, as well as look at how we are to be used as a part of a greater picture.

The way that Samson came about is very similar to the way Isaac, John the Baptist and Jesus came about. Parents who couldn't have children. An angel appearing. Restrictions or requirements that set them apart. Samson was to be someone great to the history of the Israelites and he was a very unique and gifted individual.

Like any other person, however, Samson had his downfalls. He was a wild at heart sort of man who sought revenge in harsh ways, and was overcome by the spirit of the Lord on many occasions. And like any other person, he got tired, worn out, and depressed after coming off a high. Despite his downfalls and revenge tactics, God used him to rule over Israel for years. This proves that God gives us all different strengths and skills. He gifts us with passions and things that "make us tick". Samson was a unique piece of the puzzle that God used to carry out the rest of history for the Israelites. As a child of God, you are also a piece of the puzzle. Though what you do today may not come to fruition or make sense until after you are gone, it meant something if God commanded it. Don't make sense of the things God calls you to do, but do them, trusting that God will use it in the puzzle He is creating.

You are probably fairly familiar with the passage out of 1 Corinthians today. Just like Samson, you are blessed with a certain strength. God wants to use your passions, skills, gifts, and even your weaknesses to carry out His plan. We are all a part of one body of Christ, working together to carry out the mission set for us. How are you doing with your part of the team? How do you feel when someone else gets the praise for the work you helped with? Are you able to be a team player without letting your selfish ambitions get in the way?

Even though you may be good at some things, you are not good at others. You need others on the team to make it a well-rounded team. This way, you are able to face different situations more often. A team of 1 is not a team. But a team that works together as one is a great team. Work to see the gifts that others possess and bring them in on your team. Consider your weaknesses and who you can rely on to help you when you need a skill you don't have. Don't allow selfishness and pride to tear your team apart. You are working for the King and He deserves the best team working with Him.

We all have a unique skill set. God will use your strengths, gifts, skills, passions, and even your weaknesses on His team. Be sure to keep your heart in check as you work with others, so you don't fall into the temptation of selfishness or pride. Rather than always seeking the applause, allow others to have the credit. Most importantly, point that credit right back up to God, as it was Him Who gave you these gifts in the first place.

Day 125: Standing Up to Yourself

Day 125
Judges 6-8; 1 Corinthians 9

Whenever we go on a trip to the Dominican Republic for our missions outreach with a group, we always get the same questions from females: "Why can't I wear a tank top in the community?" "Why can't I wear a bikini?" Why do I have to wear a skirt to the church services?" Paul wrestles with the concept as why we "become all things to all people" in order to reach some for Christ. Today, we'll look at how Gideon found courage to carry out Christ's commands and Paul's words on why our own desires can actually become a distraction to those around you when trying to be a light for Christ.

Stand up to your desire to do it yourself. We once again see the Israelites have turned away from God, (I'm seeing a pattern here) and are once again crying out to Him. When they finally realize that they are in trouble once again because they have leaned on the side of their desires, rather than His, they do the right thing in crying out to God and God hears them. Are you too stubborn to cry out for help when you know you are in trouble? God is with you when you cry out to Him, and maybe this is against your selfish desire as well, but He wants to rescue you. You only need to seek Him.

Stand up to your desire to be the strongest. One thing I struggle with is always feeling weak. I am most definitely a Gideon, and feel looked down on because I am always the sick one, the weak one, the emotional one. It's a hard pill to swallow, but eventually you just come around and accept it, as Gideon had. Gideon had all sorts of excuses, but God had all sorts of power to match them. God uses the weak to move His mission. This is a common theme throughout the Bible, though it is not a common theme throughout the world. Be encouraged by Gideon's story and allow God to work mighty plans through you!

Stand up to your self-confidence. I think so many times we rely on how confident we are feeling in whether or not we are willing to stand up to a task. In reality, we need to be relying on God's confidence in us. God had Gideon do many things that were huge risks. Yet, Gideon did them and as a result, Israel able to see God's hand once again. Never rely on your own understanding, but on what God's understanding is of you  We read how Gideon did not stay confident in the Lord, even after his victories that were brought only by the Lord. He fell into the snare of reward and got too confident in himself, separating from God and making poor choices at the end of his life.

Stand up to what you think you deserve. Paul's words here are really gold here for a Christian that wants ultimate impact for Christ. Paul has a list of things that are "perks" in this world or as one who shares the gospel message, like marriage and financial support for sharing the gospel. Yet Paul says that though these things are not wrong as a Christian, he doesn't want them to hinder God's work through him. He sees his call to singleness as a way of taking advantage of the opportunities to move more for Christ. He doesn't suggest marriage is wrong, as other apostles were married, but that he was perfectly fine as a single man, working for Christ, because Christ is his first obligation, as He should be for married folks as well. Paul took a second job so the gospel could be shared for free to all. He wanted to stay above reproach and be an example of Christ without hindering others to seeing Him. Rather than wasting time worrying about a spouse or a living from God's work, he did what it took to stomp out worldly desires for God's desires.  "We would rather put up with anything than be an obstacle to the Good News about Christ." (vs. 12) Are you willing to put up with anything to move the Kingdom?

Stand up to your point of view. As Americans, I've seen so many instances of shock as to how other cultures behave or how they conduct themselves in certain situations. As I opened today's reading, I brought up how many question the dress code in the Dominican outreach trips we do. This is something that is hard to explain, but Paul does a stellar job of it here. To reach certain groups of people, you need to form a mutual respect. If the women in the Dominican Republic view Christians as being modest, than that is what we'll be. If our clothes are a distraction to those we have come to be examples of Jesus to, than we will not wear those revealing clothes, because we know that Christ is worth more than a bikini or a tank top. We will become whatever we need to become to not be a hindrance to Christ's work through our attitudes, our clothes, our actions, etc. That is why we don't allow those clothes. Paul will become all things to all people so that many can be brought to Christ without the distraction of his own point of view. This does not mean we are uncomfortable or that we change anything that changes the gospel, but we meet people where they are.

What desires and points of view are you gripping on to that can be a hindrance to others when trying to see Christ in you? Gideon was able to stand up to his weaknesses and accept God's power in his life so that God's work could be carried out. Paul tells us to be all things to all people so that we are not a hindrance to sharing the gospel. If we can't wear a tank top because it will be too distracting in a culture, than we won't wear it. The gospel is more important than our desires and our points of view. Consider your desires as way less than what God desires for you.

Day 93: Baffling Faith

Day 93
Numbers 23-25; Mark 4:26-41

It is hard to have faith when the situation seems impossible. But we learn from our readings today, that God not only works in huge things, but in the smallest things as well.

Balaam's faith journey is very interesting to me. I never quite realized how much it was shared in Numbers here. I grew up hearing the story of the talking donkey, but never quite followed up with Balaam. However, he took what seemed to be a 180 from his initial motives for going with Balak to the leaders to curse the people. Rather than cursing the Israelites so he could gain wealth, he blessed them, and told Balak that only what God put in his mouth for words are what he could say. In this case, it's hard to fathom the way God worked in Balaam's life. He seemed pretty stubborn as he tried to ride his donkey to meet his agenda. So stubborn, in fact, that we read yesterday how he wouldn't listen to God until He spoke through his donkey.

Sometimes, faith doesn't seem to make sense in the moment. Balaam continued to bless Israel and turn down the wealth offered him that would only be granted if he cursed Israel. Balak continued to lead him to different views of the people, trying to convince him, but as we have an unchanging God, who wouldn't allow Balaam to curse them, Balaam continue to obey God's message and share it with Balak. While I'm sure Balaam didn't want to lose out on the wealth he could have easily earned, he followed what the Lord had told him. What desires of your heart do you have in front of you or in your mind that you want so badly, but know your faith in God is more important and worthy of greater reward later? How can you rely on your faith, even if it's not as instantly gratifying as the thing you desire?

As we continue to read on in Number, we discover how instant gratification caused the people to sin. To this day, we still fall to sexual immorality, things that give us answers we want to hear, and we still give our allegiance to other gods (people, entertainment, etc.) rather than following what our true God tells us. We search high and low for things that feel good, or make us happy, or give us the feel good answers we want. Yet these things are all you'll get. If you rather live a life that gives YOU happiness that lasts for a brief moment, rather than live this life for the glory of an indescribable and unfailing God that will grant you eternal rewards, that is exactly what you will get. Only this earth. The people of Israel had forgotten Who they belong to. Defend yourself from the things of this world that try to take you from God's righteousness. Don't seek instant gratification when you can have eternal happiness.

In Mark, we read how the farmers sow their seeds and without fully understanding how the crop comes. Maybe you have been trying to plant a seed and feel like the person will never understand or they won't budge in their faith. This passage is encouraging to me because that is something we don't do. God does it. We won't understand how He brings someone's heart along, but if we plant the seed, He works the conversion. Even as a person is blossoming, it may take some time for them to "bear fruit". Continue to have faith that God will move.

I find it ironic that Jesus tells the story of the mustard seed following this overview of not fully understanding the faith that goes into planting a seed. The mustard seed, being one of the smaller ones in this world, is one that produces a strong, full plant. Our faith is much the same way. It takes a small interaction or ounce of faith to believe that God will move and flourish in mighty ways. The disciples face this test of faith when they cross the lake and face a fierce storm. Jesus, sleeping through it until the disciples wake him out of fear, convinced they will drown in the storm. Jesus simply tells the wind and the waves to be still. While the disciples are in disbelief at His power over them, He asks them where their faith is.

Are you facing something that just needs a little faith? Do you truly believe that Jesus can deliver you out of the storm? Balaam had to be communicated with in a way that didn't make sense. Sometimes that's how God communicates and that's how faith plays out. Even when we want to give into the instant gratifications of this world, rely on the faith that is unseen and know that God has something better waiting for you. Have patience in the times that are baffling. Remember that God can take something so small and make it something so grand for His glory. Have faith, as baffling as it is.

Day 91: Relationship, Not Rituals

Day 91
Numbers 18-19; Mark 3

The motives of what we do can be either rooted in relationships and genuine love for someone, or because we feel guilt and shame and it's just what you have to do or because it's what you've always done. I can't tell you how many times that phrase comes up in the church. "It's what we've always done." While doing what has been tradition and ritual isn't a bad thing, if we aren't careful, we lose sight of the people who so desperately need a relationship with Jesus, or with you, and the ritual becomes a blinder to how it feels for that person to walk in. Consider our reading today as we take a closer look at what the Bible says.

There was much duty and task-oriented activity among the Israelites. It was a way for them to serve God in their work and give them ownership of their faith. The same is true today. When we actually serve in some capacity in the church or community, we feel like we're a piece of it. How much more do you appreciate your church when you are actually taking part in serving on a Sunday or during the week? There comes a whole new light as to why the church does what it does. You are more likely to give to a church out of seeing the vision and the why of it, rather than being guilted and shamed into giving because giving "is what you're supposed to do". That means nothing to someone new to the faith. When someone can see the impact, however, they can buy into that.

The purpose of what we do is to share the love and redemption we have in Christ. The heart is the motive of for why you serve, never the duty or the task of it. If you truly believe that Christ is enough for you and that He deserves the forefront of your life, serving isn't an issue. I believe Aaron and his sons were chosen because of what God saw in their hearts. While the Old Testament is full of the rules and duties to be carried out, we have been redeemed by an all-powerful, all-loving God in Jesus by the time the New Testament rolls around. If you truly understand the price of sin from what you read in the Old Testament, then what Jesus did for you to create that relationship and close that gap between us and our Heavenly Father is the most important thing that should matter to us. In turn, we give back and are free of our guilt and our shame. Keep in mind that you are to share that freedom and how you have it to those who don't know anything about the Bible, traditions, rituals, old hymns, pews...They need to know it's more than ritual and "it's just something we've always done".

We can see Jesus throwing the rituals and traditions and the rules right out the window when He heals the crippled man on the Sabbath. He asks the crowd which was more important - the law or saving a life. Jesus is saddened by the hard hearts and the priority, and He heals the man anyways, knowing His accusers will use it against Him. Jesus cared more about people and winning a soul and life. Does your heart match up with this priority?

I can't help but look at Jesus' disciples and know that they were misfits, like I feel like at times. Jesus worked His ministry by healing multitudes and teaching to multitudes, but He truly poured into the twelve. A relationship was built up in the little group, and He sent them out to do the same. Spreading the Good News doesn't have to be HUGE, but Jesus did it by leading small. He had His few and He did life with them and taught them. I think many times we get caught up in the program and the numbers and we forget that it only takes a cup of coffee with one to start something powerful and win a heart for Christ.

Stop and think about the things you value about your church. The traditions? The rituals? The energy in the numbers? The programs that draw in the crowds? While these things are all great and have absolutely nothing wrong with them, we need to consider how Jesus did ministry. While He shared with crowds, He poured into a few. Get the "we've always done it this way" mentality out of your head and consider the ultimate WHY of what the church does, or is supposed to do. If the traditions and rituals are getting in the way of truly allowing in those who have no clue Who Jesus is or what the church is about, it's time to reassess. Get out of your habits, and look around you. There may just be a young soul in need of a cup of coffee and an ear. That is ministry. That is evangelism. Pouring quality into a few lives, rather than focusing on getting hundreds to an program and not spending a single quality word with them.

Day 81: Givers and Takers

Day 81

Psalm 36-37

If it is one thing I have learned over the last few months, there is a vibe left by those who take that completely contradicts that of those who give. I can't even tell you how broken, depressed and hopeless takers have made me, yet, Jesus warns us that those "thieves" come to steal and destroy. Rather than always thinking of the material things that are taken from us, it all became clear to me that Jesus came to seek and save us, while others who steal joy will be pushed aside. 

Our reading in Psalms today is no different in offering the hope that comes from giving, even when takers are everywhere. David is struggling with the poison that comes from that vibe of wicked people. He questions himself and feels the joy being sucked right out of his life as he continues to run from his enemies. I can only imagine how draining it is for David to be in such a situation of the feeling of constant judgement, wickedness, and hate towards him.

There are perks to being a giving, Godly person. God will lead you. He delights in you. Even when they stumble, they will never fall. (Ps. 37:23-24) I think we sometimes fear giving of so much of ourselves. This is understandable. People hurt you. People take advantage. People leech to you. It's a tough world in the one of a giving spirit. However, God's promises are that we don't have to go it alone. We never need to worry about losing anything in this life because He is the ultimate thing we need. David tells us not to worry because the wicked will fade away.

We serve a giving God. He gave us the ultimate sacrifice and He gives to us on a daily basis if we truly trust in Him. "Your love, Lord, reaches to the heavens, Your faithfulness to the skies.

Your righteousness is like the highest mountains, Your justice like the great deep." 36:5-6

His giving is endless and immeasurable. We can be a piece of that in someone's life, and continue to be filled up by Him. The readings of these Psalms tell us how we are to be and the blessings and consequences that come with each. 

 

Be someone who pours into the lives of others around you. There is a reason God placed people in your life right in front of you. Don't steal joy or cause someone to question their worth. Continue to give for the Lord in all you do. Work as if you work for Him, because even if your life and your work feels meaningless, it has purpose. Remember that the people who continue to take from you will soon fade. Do the will of God and you will have all you need. 

Day 77: Give it All

Day 77

Leviticus 23-24; Matthew 27:32-66

As we read about the various celebrations and festivals that took place among the Israelite people, we see a pattern in how they were instructed to give their first fruits, best sacrifices and Sabbath days to their God. The priority of bringing their best to Him is honestly a refreshing concept as we live in a day in age that likes to take the best for themselves before they give anything, if anything, to others, let alone to the Lord.

But, as you can probably gather here, we serve a jealous God, that demands the first, the best, the priority in everything we do. We can not have divided loyalties when we come before Him with pure hearts. Nothing in this world can do for us what He did for us, however, as you read today in our Matthew passage.

Jesus suffered utter torment on our behalf. Like the individual who was stoned in our Leviticus reading, He was also isolated, but from His Father, as He called out "My God, My God, why have You abandoned me?" Sin in the Old Testament times caused a person to be cut off from the community, whether it was for a few days or forever. Jesus did this as He took our sin on the cross. He bore that burden for us. As He died, the veil that separated us from His presence (as custom in the tabernacle) was torn in two, allowing a way for us to personally interact and grow in God. Jesus gave us this gift and made it so we don't have to face this world alone.

Jesus gave it all for us. We are to bring our best for Him. When we say "yes" to allowing Christ to rule in our lives, that is a "yes" to embedding Him in every single area of it. This is hard to do, but so freeing when you do. What part do you need to give to Him fully? Bring Him the first of your day, your earnings, your trust, your relationships, your everything. Give it all. 

Day 71: Being Alert

Day 71
Leviticus 14, Matthew 25:1-30

There are many lessons to be taken from our reading today. One theme that stands out to me is being alert and aware at all times the placement of your heart and life. I think oftentimes we can lose sight of our true purpose on this earth and start looking to things of this earth to satisfy us and keep us happy. These things can cause us to lose control of ourselves and our hearts' desires.

Leviticus is one book I honestly have a hard time getting through. In fact, when I do a yearly plan in reading through the Word, I tend to stall there and throw in the towel. However, I've learned to look at the processes of these cleansings and atonings and seen how they can tie into our hearts in today's world.

Today, we read about how skin diseases and mildew can spread and cause such a pain for the one dealing with it. I think this can surely apply to the pain we go through when we allow something other than God to infect our lives. We can have a sense of loss or as if "something is missing" after awhile. There are many things we can allow to spread through our hearts - relationships, achievements, etc. But unless it is God, we will be left disappointed after awhile, every time.

The same is true when it comes to being alert for His coming. We don't know when Christ is coming back and we don't know how long we'll have to wait, but we need to be ready. We need to have our hearts in the right place and have a relationship with Him that is more than knowing about Him, but actually knowing Him and His will and ways. We read how some of the bridesmaids failed to be ready for when the bridegroom came to take them to the feast, and missed it because they did not have enough oil for their lamps. This is true for us today when we are not actively seeking God in our everyday lives. We don't want to miss Him by not having our hearts and minds prepared.

We also need to be alert when it comes to our gifts and talents. God provides us with resources that He wants us to use to invest in Him Kingdom. When we use our gifts on other things or give the glory to ourselves, we have squandered them. One of the quotes by John Piper I love (it hangs in our living room) is this:
"Only one life twill soon be past. Only what's done for Christ will last."
We can use our skills on things for ourselves, but the legacy in those won't last as long as if we were to use them to further God's Kingdom. God wants more for us when He grants us resources. He doesn't want us to bury them or use them foolishly. He wants us to take our gifts and invest them in the lives of others so they are moved by Him through you to want to know more.

One example of this was when I was learning how to play the guitar. It seemed to come naturally to me, and I downplayed it. I tend to hate a spotlight and I hate being in front of people, but I felt convicted to start playing on the praise team, and God blessed it. Now, the spotlight doesn't bother me, because it isn't about me when I am up there. If people are looking at me, that is their heart that needs to be realigned, and realizing that takes away the fear. I do it because God has blessed me with this gift and to leave a vacant spot of service that I can fill in His church is like the foolish servant in this reading.
The same goes for any role you are good at that God needs filled. Invest wisely and be alert as to what you can do for Him, whether it's greeting at a church door or mentoring a younger generation to have a fire for the Lord.

We need to be alert to our hearts and lives when it comes to making God a priority. Don't allow things that are not Christ to contaminate your lives. It is so easy to get caught up in what makes you happy rather than what keeps you holy. Be alert to His coming again. Don't miss it because you weren't prepared in your heart and mind. Be alert with the gifts and talents He has given to you and don't squander them for your own glory or keep them hidden when a vacant spot is waiting for you. You have no idea how many lives you can reach for Christ if you just jump in and give Him the glory.
Be alert.

Day 55- Let it Grow

Day 55

Exodus 23-24, Matthew 13:1-30

Jesus explains the four types of seeds in His parable, which we can probably relate to if we've been working on growing our faith or planting the seed in someone else to grow. Jesus says "he who has eyes and sees is blessed and he who has ears that hear is blessed."

It takes an open heart and soul to allow our faith to grow. The Israelites have experienced this every step of their way, and now they are ready to build a relationship with God and know Who He is. God comes to them and tells them the covenant He wants to form with them, and the people are able to be in awe of the Lord because of their ears that heard (literally at times) and there eyes that saw.

This can be a very frustrating thing in our lives. Sometimes we long to see God and we long to hear God but we feel like He isn't moving. God's timing, as you know by now, is everything. There are seeds that are sown that land on a path, and never have the chance to grow, because their foundation is not ideal. Maybe you've shared the message with someone, but it just didn't click for them, or they were turned off by it.

The seeds that were sown onto rocky soil also didn't have ideal conditions to form roots. They are so excited about what they have heard or what they have experienced, but as soon as life throws them a curve ball or worries hit, their hearts turn to other things. The seeds that are choked by thorns let the worries of life invade and they don't turn to God for those worries. They deal with them on their own and fall away from the true help they could have had. Then there are the seeds that grow in the good soil and produce great fruit in their lives that give off the sweet taste of God and their faith. They are able to share it with all who come near them because they give off a wonderful vibe of Who God is.

What kind of seed are you? Do you know someone who falls into a category that could use some prayer?

If you have the open ears, open eyes and open heart to received the goodness that God has poured into your life, you are blessed indeed. Even in the rough times of life, if you can cling to what God has in store for you, you are sitting pretty good. But for those who need prayer to grow in faith and to hear the message in a powerful way, don't give up! God's timing is everything. Keep planting the seeds and let God work.  

Day 36 - God's Perspective

Day 36
Job 28-29, Galatians 5

The way that Job explains and builds up to how valuable and precious God's wisdom is sure shows us how important it is to chase after it. Job knows that we have an All-Knowing God, Who has reasons for everything that we endure and will make great things out of it. Job points out how God has planned paths for lightening, shows the wind how hard to blow, and He knows the outcome of our daily lives. God has this wisdom beyond comprehension that is incomparable to anything else in this world!

As Job reflects back over the good life he had before everything fell apart, I don't think it is coincidence that he prefaced this with speaking of God's wisdom and how precious it is. Job knows that God has reasons and plans for everything. Our minds can't fathom what God can do in the midst of chaos and darkness. We see how respected of a man Job was and how wonderful his life was. My question and challenge for you is this: If you had a like like Job had had before all the chaos, would your faith be as strong?

In Galatians we read about finding freedom in Christ, and allowing the Spirit to empower our lives, rather than things of this world. When we find our grace and wisdom in Christ, we gain so much. The Spirit produces good kinds of fruit, as we read - love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control. Anything that contradicts these in this world, are not from God, as it states "there is no law against these things."

When we allow these little pieces of the world to get into our lives, they become like yeast in bread and end up saturating our lives. Developing our character from the fruits of the Spirit in every aspect of our lives can help us to gain that perspective of God. He wants every part of us.

When we open up our all to Him, we begin to saturate our lives in His wisdom, perspective and grace. We can hang onto a piece of our lives and keep it from Him, but that little piece still makes us who we are as a whole. Not giving it all over to God can cause us to miss out on the full picture of God's greatness and plan for our lives. Soak up His wisdom and live in the power of His Spirit, embracing every turn in life that can grow you.

Day 17 - Contentment

Day 17
Genesis 36-38, John 15

What happens when we aren't content with where we are in life? We tend to sin and/or take life into our own hands. That is precisely the points that are made throughout our readings today.

God continues to prove His faithfulness to the line of Abraham as we read about Jacob and Joseph. The descendants that are now in Abraham's line are quite numerous, and we can see the great things that God is doing through them, despite the mess ups that keep happening. Jealousy rages in Joseph's older brothers as he is favored in his father's eyes. Discontent in this, they plot to kill him and he ends up being sold into slavery. Reuben, who wanted to prevent his own feelings of guilt, sees that his plan to save Joseph falls through, and the first thing he asks is "what about my reputation?" (vs. 30) Later, we'll see how God works through Joseph's situation, but for now, we can see how discontentment and jealousy can surely raise sin in our lives.

As we move into Judah's story, we definitely see a matter of demanding of one's way, as Judah's son, refuses to have a child who won't be his own heir. As custom would have it, these brothers didn't want to honor their older, deceased brother in giving him an heir. Tamar becomes discontent. Judah becomes discontent, and they end up having a child together through their individual discontentment. Judah, failing to keep his promise to Tamar, and Tamar taking matters into her own hands raises more drama. But Judah, steps up and takes responsibility for his actions, knowing full well the position Tamar was in.

In John, we are told to abide in Christ, for He is our True Vine. This ties in with contentment. Being content in Christ is abiding in Him, and abiding in Him means joy forever. We are warned that this world will hate us for our faith, but Jesus encourages us to abide and remain strong in His Father, as He will send us an advocate. When we find our contentment in Christ, we will be full and can be fruitful for Him. When we worry about being content in other ways, we try to be fruitful for ourselves, rather than for Him.

What is making you discontent at the moment? Remember to have faith that God has a plan, because acting on your own can lead to more chaos and sin. Are you jealous of someone else, wishing you could have what they have? How about you look at what you have, and what you are and be fully content today, remembering that abiding in Christ will lead you to joy. Don't let this world sway you any other way. Remember what you are here for and the work He is doing in and through you!

Day 36: Watching Words

Reading: Proverbs 4:1-9

This reading stresses to get wisdom as much as you can. Though knowing your Bible isn't what will send you to heaven, (the Pharisees were very knowledgeable in scripture, yet didn't have their priorities straight) it will teach you how to make wise decisions as you endure different life decisions. I personally pull out many truths everyday that I've read in the Bible and don't even realize it most of the time! It has just become instinct. We read how wisdom does us good through life. It protects us, guides us, helps us, etc. Life will still come with the ups and downs no matter how much Bible you know, but dealing with those situations can be a lot less stressful when you know how God wants you to handle it. His plan and advice is all-knowing and He knows how to get you through life. Just heed His words and apply what you know from them.

What scripture do you apply regularly in life?



What are you doing to gain some wisdom from His Word everyday?




Reading: Matthew 24:1-31

We read some pretty earth-shaking words here from Jesus as He goes into the His second coming. We can see why knowing His Words is so important as we need to be able to distinguish between false words and truth that only comes from God. Knowing what Jesus is telling us here is important as we go and proclaim His Name to all, and heed the warnings He lays before us about persecution and hatred from the world. We must not lose heart and remember that He will take care of His followers. In this section of our reading, we are even told to listen up and pay attention to Jesus' words here. That is how important it is for His followers to know what is coming. Though the details are still broad, we can take what we know and use it to glorify Him and remember to stay strong. Share the news to all!

Who do you need to share Jesus with?



How does this reading put pressure on in telling the world about Him?



Reading: Job 35:1-37:24

As we begin wrapping up Job's session with his friends, we continue to see the same patterns from them. Empty words that are false or only half-true, that don't offer any sort of encouragement to a friend who is suffering. If we can take anything and any wisdom from Job's "friends", it is to avoid speaking this way to our own friends when they are in need. Make sure that your words are loving and true when comforting or confronting. When we speak for the sake of just getting our voices heard, we don't always do our best at contributing to the conversation. We need to be sure our words are guided by the Holy Spirit and that they are God-approved. Words can build up lives and tear down lives. Treat your tongue as a powerful tool that can do either.

Where do you turn when getting ready to give advice?



Has anyone ever spoken empty, false words to you? How did you feel?




Words are powerful indeed. We can get much wisdom from God's Word and we need to strive to build ourselves up on them. When we face different situations in life, His Words will naturally come to mind if we remain in them. When offering our own words, may we confide in God's direction before speaking false, hurtful, or empty words to those around us.

Day 17: Ripples of Light

Reading: Psalm 10: 1-11

There is so much pride in the wicked. Those who run the land and do as they please show no concern for anyone but themselves. We read some scary things about the wicked in this Psalm, and sadly, they are true today. Just turn on the news and you'll see plenty of sad stories about others taking advantage of an innocent person, or someone who stole, or murdered. It is all over in our world today, this sense of pride and entitlement. I see it from teenagers and adults alike.
One thing we can take from this reading is to check our own selves. We might not be able to change the guy on the news who took a life, but we can start with our own selves and our surroundings. The way you carry yourself in this world will shine light to others, and God will use you to inspire them to do what is right and put others before themselves.

What are somethings about our world that scare you?




How can you carry yourself in this life to reflect the attitude God wants you to have?




Reading: Matthew 12:46-13:17

Many times we hear Jesus talk about family. We are told to honor our father and mother, yet Jesus tells us to love them less than Himself. If we want to follow Jesus' mission and calling for us, we don't have to abandon our family or "hate" them, but we can't put them over what God wants us to do. Jesus is focused on His mission, and though He loves His mother and family much, He needs to keep focused on that mission. We can follow this example and do what God needs us to do, and allow our families to follow. But if a family member ever tries to get in your way of God's calling, this could be a difficult time for both of you.
We also read about the seeds in the parable Jesus teaches. The basic message here is to make sure you have deep roots in Him. When you don't plant yourself in soil that helps you grow in faith, any storm or hardship that comes around can easily knock you down. Jesus warns the people about this, and tells them to dig down deep roots, so the crop you produce will be high. Again, this can be an example to others who have shallower roots, or no roots. If you live a life with deep roots in Christ, they can see that, and want that life too.
Lastly, we can take from Jesus' teaching here that we can't let life choke us out. There are so many other things to worry about other than Jesus and His mission for us. Even in a church, things can cause us to turn our eyes away from the purpose and mission, and focus only on superficial things. Jesus warns us to stay grounded and focused. Not to worry about life and filling it up with all sorts of busy things. When we do that, we lose the opportunity to grow in Him and seek out His purpose for us.
"If you don't have time to pray and read the Bible, you are busier than God ever intended you to be."

Is there something taking priority over God in your life? How can this change?




What kind of roots do you think you have? How is this a light to others?




Reading: Genesis 34:1-35:29

This is a reading that just escalates from bad to worse. Though Dinah is raped by Shechem, a truce is made between the two families and nations. However, Dinah's true brothers go and murder every male in Shechem's land. This doesn't help matters for Jacob and his family, as this revenge has put quite a bad name on his family and people. Revenge is never the answer, and this should be left up to God. What happened to Dinah was certainly horrible, and should never be endorsed, but the way it was handled was not good. Instead of forgiveness, which Jesus calls us to do, Dinah's brothers jump to revenge.
What kind of testimony would you leave if you forgave the seemingly unforgivable? God gives us the ability to forgive and the strength to, no matter how hard it may be. It is the way we carry on with life peacefully and without the sting of guilt. Revenge will only bring on new problems and cause a bad reputation. Being a light and an example is doing the hard stuff, and that may be forgiving.

What is something someone's done to you that you need to forgive? What about something you've done that you've gotten forgiveness for?




How is forgiveness a type of testimony, example and light to others?




The way you carry yourself through this life will be the light you reflect for all to see. You can live a life of pride and doing things to fill up your life, or you can be humble and put others before yourself, and get even more full. Watch where you dig down your roots, as the smallest storm can take you down if you're not rooted deep in what can truly hold you up. Be a testimony through the life you live and the light you shine to those around you.

Day 118: Go Hard

Reading: Psalm 52:1-9

David was always thinking and visioning. He always strove to keep things improving and at peace. Even when David faced hardship and setbacks, he turned to God and trusted in Him. In the midst of chaos, David could keep putting forth the passion and vision of his heart, and put his full trust in God's mercy and love. We can take great example from David when it came to flourishing through the storms and chaos of life. Many times we just want to throw in the towel when hard stuff comes, but David took it and learned from it, then applied it. When we follow this example of David in the hard times, and be like the "flourishing olive tree in the house of God," we can be a blessing to those around us, as well as a strong asset to God. Take those hardships and grow from them. Apply those lessons to your life and continue to flourish in God's grace, not letting the opposition get you down.


Reading: Luke 24:36-53

We can be encouraged that Jesus is alive and with us today. Though many have their doubts, as the disciples in this reading do, Jesus proves Himself to them. He challenges them to carry on the Word and the good news of His grace. He blesses them and opens their eyes to the scriptures as He ascends into heaven, leaving the disciples and His followers to take the next step. Jesus has left us with a very important challenge and call. We are to take His message to all nations. Though this challenge seems like the end of the story, it is merely the end of part of the series. We are the next chapter, the plan A in a message with no plan B. Knowing that God is depending on us to carry out His message is huge, but we are never alone. He promises the Holy Spirit and to give us the words when we need them, as well as to never leave us.
We need to get out there and go hard for Him, expressing this great joy to everyone. The disciples were bursting with joy after Jesus ascended into heaven, and they worshiped Him. May we find the same awe and joy in Him today as those disciples felt then, as we feel empowered to go and proclaim His message everywhere to everyone.


Reading: Joshua 13:1-14:15

Though Joshua was near the end of his life, as God said he had lived a long and prosperous life, but there was still much land to be taken. One thing we learn by many great people in the Bible and throughout history is that the ones who go hard for Christ are the ones who will always have an unfinished agenda. If you think about it, all Christians who strive to get the good news out and pass it from nation to nation will have unfinished agendas, but they will leave a legacy to keep it going after them. I think of this in the instance of our pastor who passed away last week. He had a sold out, passion for reaching the lost. He challenged his congregation to be the light and follow the light. And now that he has passed on, our congregation has taken these directions very seriously, as we revision and let go of the things that aren't helping our mission of reaching the lost. This take growing pains and there will always be unhappy people, wanting the old ways, but in the end the impact will be so great that it won't matter. Lost people will be reached in our community because of the legacy our leader left for us.
The same went for Moses as he passed his legacy on the Caleb and Joshua, and the same will go for them when they pass in our reading. But great leaders will never finish their agendas, however, they will pass it down and keep the ball rolling. Go hard to be the example to keep that ball rolling.


How do you go hard for God? In the midst of struggles and opposition, do you continue to be a flourishing, fruitful vessel for Him? When you feel like all hope is lost and that you just can't carry on, remember what Jesus did, and the challenge He laid out for us as He went up into heaven. And though Joshua was at the end of his life, he left the legacy of continuing to take the land. Good leader and people that go hard will be a strong influence to keep the ball rolling for God. Go hard and leave that legacy!


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Day 101: God's Heart

 

Reading: Psalm 44:1-12

Trust is what matters to God. We do not rely on our own strength, but on the strength of God. When we rely too much on ourselves, we will be run down and worn out. But putting our trust in God is highly important. When you think about your tightest relationships, whether they be with a spouse, a parent, a friend - what keeps thy relationship so strong? It is being able to trust that person no matter what. When trust is broken, the relationship is hard to fix. The same goes with God. When we put our trust in Him, we grow that relationship, and He becomes our guide. Putting our trust in Him and relying on Him will take the burden off our shoulders. It will take the pressure off of our daily living and allow Him to guide you. Where do you need to trust God more in your life? 

Reading: Luke 13:31-14:14

We read about a few things in this section that matter to God. We see an enormous amount of courage that Jesus displays when people tell Him to flee because He will be killed. But Jesus knows that if He does that, the plan of His Father could not be completed. No matter how hard it was to mentally grasp what He had to do, Jesus stuck to His Father's will and stood strong against those who told Him to run from death. We are to do the same when we face ridicule for our faith. 

We also read about the compassion Jesus had for people. Here we read about the motherly compassion He displays for Jerusalem, and a longing to rescue them. Jesus did this for all of us when He took our punishment on the cross. He longs to rescue and protect us. That kind of love and compassion is incomprehensible, but it is an example we must follow as a people longing to follow God. 

We also see how important humility is to God. When we subject ourselves to the lowest place, and stop taking the importance off of ourselves, we will be placed in honor. Taking the lowest point and allowing others to go before us is so very important to God. Humility is what Christ is all about. he took the lowest of punishments and subjected Himself to humiliation and the harshest of deaths for us. Practicing humility is what will bring you far in the faith.

Another example of what matters to God in this reading is poverty. It is said over and over again throughout scripture that we are to care for the poor. This includes the lost, the financially poor, the sick, those who are hurting emotionally. Jesus cared for all of these people, and God cares about how we care for them. 

Hold tight to courage, compassion, humility, and caring for the poor.

Reading: Deuteronomy 15:1-16:20

There is a theme of generosity and giving in this reading, that tells us just how much it matters to God. We are not to be stingy with our money and our resources, but to lend without complaint, or expecting interest. God wants us to have an open hand when it comes to giving to those in need, as all we have is actually His and comes from Him. When we are blessed with a big house, perhaps we should be hospitable to people in need of palace to stay, like traveling missionaries or those serving The Lord. When we have overflowing pantries, consider donating to the hungry. Or when you have extra money that could go towards eating out or a vacation, maybe put it towards extra tithe or a cause that helps those in need. Whatever it may be, always have a mind of generosity.

Remembering what God has done in our lives is highly important as well. We are to reflect and share our story with others so they may have the hope to get through the struggles they face, and be encouraged by God's power in our lives. God wants us to be grateful for those times, so when we face more hardship, we can proceed strongly, and in confidence that He can pull us through again. Give thanks for what He has done, and spread the wonderful news to those in need of encouragement.

Lastly, justice matters to God. When we accept bribes and payment to further ourselves and put someone else below us, God hates it. He tells us to never accept a bribe for doing evil right in this reading, and we not only should avoid it, but we should stand up against it. An example would be human trafficking, and supporting ministries that fight for that cause. Always stand for the rights of others, and allow God to have the revenge.

Doing what matters most to God will please Him greatly. We all know what matters most to us by our actions and what we spend our time and money on. But making what matters most to us about doing what matters most to God is a whole other view on priorities. Trust in Him, show compassion, display humility, have courage, care for the poor, remember what He has done for you, be generous, and seek justice.